My New Blog with my bad life

Finally created my new blog since i lost my email and password for my last account . . Gonna start blogging on something which is not really good i think . I gonna be crazy soon ... I'm really stress and tired of everything . What am i suppose to do ? Im not the one i used to be now . Really hope that everything will end really soon . Feel like going out and release all my stress .... Hope i don need to think bout 'your' things anymore . Can u pls be mature and think on the other way . Don take things too seriously . I tired of it ok . I was just joking at first and why don u just take things easily . I got so many things to think of d and now you're making me to think and think and think of how to solve this simple problem . I gave you nothing and i think the moment u have most is with Sabrina so why dont u choose her . I'm not that important ok . Stop being emo . Ur emo words are killing me . What you said are not suitable for me . I'm just an ordinary person what you want besides that ?? Get back to normal pls . Don 4get you're a guy not a small kid . Grow up .. I can't stand it anymore ok . I have lotz of things to do and lotz of things to worry about . Can you just let me go . You think i'm happy and can have fun with so many ppl but do you know what's behind?? So many things happen and i'm really tired ok . You asked me to think in your way then why don you think in my way??? It's better to be normal frens and i'm tired when i heard from Sabrina that you're half dead . You're making me to feel guilty and really bad . I'm not worth for you to do everything ok so pls just forget everything and get back to normal . If you don wish then we don need to be frens anymore . I sound cold blooded but i think that will be good for us and i don need to think much on that . My brain feel like wanna burst d T.T sab cant help me and i'm like hopeless ... I still have to worry bout my result this time .. Mayb one day when i really cant stand it anymore it's better for me to leave the school and i don need to think bout all sorts of things and it might be better for u . Sabrina hope that you will be with him and try to help him . He has to grow up now . I don want anything bad to happen and now i'm the one who is going to be half dead . Sometimes i just feel like can i just lay down and sleep forever . That would be better......... Really hope things gonna end soon ~~